A Chaotic Soul, reluctant to accept the hardships of life and its uncertainities, has nothing but one thing left on its cards...."TRUE CONTEMPLATION."
Its a time when your soul needs to detoxify itself from the pain presented to you by your loved ones, from the injustice brought to you by the trusted ones and from the Cowardice of people to meet their commitments, when it matters the most.
We all will find such chaotic souls around us but it takes a special vision to be able to figure them out in a crowd. That special vision is nothing else but the "Vision of Humanity" and i'm sure that only few are blessed with it in todays world of materialism and deception.
If you are one of the blessed ones, you'll find such God forsaken souls in the form of a patient, diagnosed for Carcinoma, who never had anything to do with smoking or drinking, you'll find it in the tears of a father, who thought of a comfortable life after retirement, but finds himself in an Old Age Home, you'll find it in the words of a Lover, who is deceived by the very own love whom he considered as a part of his identity.
Reasons for the very existence of such chaotic souls lies in the diminution of moral values, lack of understanding for human emotions and above all self-centric lifestyle. No one has the time to care about the impact of their actions and decisions over others life. Its all about living their lives in the best of their comfort zone, which ultimately creates a vicious circle wherein "one pays his own share of happiness and comfort to ensure the well being of the other."
The irony of such a situation is that the benificiary keeps on taking the leverage of it and the latter is forced to shed off his share of comforts. It is because of this very vicious circle that at times these Chaotic souls wants to 'Cut Loose' and set everything on fire, avenge all the injustice that they have experienced so far. Such an outbreak of emotions is not by the virute of Choice but by the virute of Force. Imagine a mother who is forced to sacrifice her child. What emotions would come to her mind is exactly what these chaotic souls go through every single moment which haunts them, kills them and leave them with a feeling of disgust towards the very existence of humanity and GOD.
No words or act of sympathy can comfort them and infact the last thing that such souls need is Sympathy...One may say that..."It is their destiny and time is the greatest healer of all times" but these statements would be of no avail in terms of providing the much required healing touch.
What's worth trying is to understand and adhere to the very basic emotions of human life i.e Love, Tolerance, Self Respect, Commitments and many more.... As an individual, if we respect and honor each other's emotions and give a chance to Love to spring up inspite of the social constraints, I am sure that this Earth would be a far better place to live in.
Will leave you with a thought to conclude with...
Are you responsible for a chaotic soul Or a reason of comfort to it?
5 comments:
सबसे पहले तो आपके इस पहले ब्लॉग के लिए लख-लख बधाइयाँ!!!
सच में यार जो भी तूने लिखा है i can feel the emotions in it. और जिस feeling और emotion के साथ तूने इसे लिखा है, i m sure हर किसी ने खुद को इससे रिलेट किया होगा.
Really yaar all that i can say is "words FROM the heart TO the heart" !!!
और आशा करता हूँ कि तेरी कलम का जादू आगे भी ऐसे ही चलता रहेगा
keep it up!!
Hey dear its really a marvellous piece of work...hey keep up the goood work....man !!!!!!! God bless............
Since you have already been congratulated on your first blog, I would straight come to the point.
Rather than ' A Chaotic Soul 'it sounds more like 'A Blazing Soul' who burnt to make someone feel cozy.
But this someone, thought its time to make bed, so "SIMPLY" put off the "EXTRA / UNWANTED" fire; will burn it when (IF AT ALL) needed.
Half flesh half ashes the blaze is dying out, but still smoldering to take revenge.
One thing that it should remember is even if water poured over it is raging hot and boiling steam, it however, can't catch fire.
Have you ever seen any one keeping a smouldering piece of wood in the blanket while sleeping to keep cozy? well NO, because it doesn't belong in the bed, rather, down there in the fireplace - just to burn itself.
About the question of responsibility for a chaotic soul Or a reason of comfort to it, I believe everyone has his/ her feet stuck pretty deep in both the bogs.
The real question remains: do you want the world to be a playground Individualism or a Society ?
It is the Individualism which helps you to "FEEL SPECIAL" "BE AMBITIOUS" and struggle to achieve what you just "DESIRE" & "DREAM" & "DESERVE". Here just one principle holds true viz: BE THE HUNTER, NOT THE PREY.
On the other side of mirror is the "DULL" & "ORDINARY" & "INCONSPICUOUS MAN" "BORN EQUAL" of the "DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY". Here things sound beautiful and "EQUAL", be you an athlete or a cripple; health soldier or a young patient on death bed, with a genetic disease, who wants to pass on his 'great' genes to further generations; a corrupt Individualistic Bureaucrat or a Constitutionally rich Landlord doing charity to save tax or have peace. Here everyone is happy or sad, but equally. Here EVEN THE PREY IS PROVIDED A PLATTER, AND HUNTERS ARE PUT BEHIND BARS.
So, who do you choose to be ?
well sir i went through the article, its a fabulosle thas precisely shows your emotions and a phase though which you are going. as a matter of fact i don't have enough words to appretiate the magnificent effort that you have made anyways sir i was always bad at vocabluary and today when i sit in a dark conner and listen to heavy metal and think of my past relation i figure out were i lacked it was probably the power of words i fell that i probably could not put my feelings in words or may be enough words. here i remember of my grandmother i and she has a great faith in geeta and its said that evrything that happens happens for a purpose and the purpose is always great...... in fact here remindes me of a movie were god says that he never gives you what you ask for but instead gives you an oppertunity so sir think of it as an oppurtunity thats been gifted to you god and see the magic has already started you have come up with your own blog sir i firmly belive that you are destined to do great things in life probably
wow... this is really amazing you know.... I mean these facts were very much part of our lives but I never looked at these situations in this angle... you know yaar im not much of a very creative mind when it comes to thought and speech... but still these thoughts does leave a hell of a thought in my mind.... really nice...
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